I am not sure if I'm really a sub for I don't want to be owned...

I am not sure if I'm really a sub for I don't want to be owned or controlled. I'm not good at doing given tasks but most likely interested in giving service to a man or being tied up and blindfolded while doing something sexy. I really hope I'd find a man who can help me understand if I really am a sub or not

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